Weird stuff....

soo... today i found out that one of my friends from high school is pregnant... she got married last summer right after graduating to one of my other old friends... and now she's pregnant... its just feels weird to know that someone my age is actually starting a family... its something that i won't be ready for for a long time... on one hand... they're very happy... but on the other hand they are missing out on some of the experiences that i'm gaining at college... i wonder which is better... i dunno maybe they'll be happy not having the same experiences i am... but i know that i definitely needed to come and experience college before settling down... still... its hard to get past...

Dirty Dream... Number Two

I'm lucky, I can open the door and I can walk down the street
Unlucky, I've got nowhere to go and so I follow my feet

A choice is facing you, a healthy dose of pain
A choice is facing you as you stare through the rain
A choice is facing you but I choose to refrain for today
Tomorrow we'll be back in trouble again

Dream one, you had a whole lot of fun with a comedian
Stop short of going all the way, you'll have to make it someday

Why is this happening to you, you're not a child?
Why is this happening? You've too much on your mind
Things creep up on you when you are fast asleep
You are dreaming, you are sleepy
You are stuck to the sheets

In a town so small there's no escaping you
In a town so small there's no escape from view
In a town so small there's nothing left to do
Intellectual and perspiring
Dirty dream number two

Dream two you couldn't see her face, but you saw everything else
Dream two was pretty special, easily beats loving yourself

Could you put a name to someone elses sigh?
Could you put a face to someone elses eyes?
Is it someone that you'd maybe recognise?
But it all fades into morning when you open your eyes